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Feb. 22nd, 2018

The Dr Seuss stress is starting and it’s real but I’m excited for it at the same time. And I just can’t wait for my final observation to be over and to finish my summative and have all of the scary stuff done with.

It was 70 degrees out today and my seasonal depression was instantly gone and I was so happy being outside. It is CRAZY what nice weather can do to you and make you feel so much better. I can’t wait for this spring.

I think I’ve finally accepted the fact that I’m gonna be alone for the rest of my life. I’m not good enough for anyone to love. Even if I lost weight and looked different I still wouldn’t be good enough and I’m so picky that it’s never going to happen. I’d rather be alone that stuck with someone who annoys me. I am going to be that weird single gay guy who is alone for the rest of his life. I might as well just stop being in denial and accept it now.

Time just goes by so fast and I feel like the older I get, the faster it goes.

Feb. 16th, 2018

I would get sick right before my 4 day presidents weekend 😒😒😒

Feb. 12th, 2018

I’m just too stressed to live

Feb. 12th, 2018

I just feel like I’m manic at all times

Feb. 11th, 2018

I wonder what it’s like to have self esteem, confidence, motivation, and a desire to do literally anything.

Feb. 7th, 2018

I’m just so lonely and tired of feeling like this. I want someone to love me.