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I just packed my bag for Washington and I feel like I'm forgetting so much stuff

I'm not prepared for this 8th grade trip at all I'm gonna die

May. 21st, 2017

I feel like someone is drilling into my skull. I really need to stop drinking every weekend and get my life together

May. 18th, 2017

Justin had the audacity to post a picture of him and the bitch he cheated on Sadie with and I think they're in a relationship. I fucking can't. Sadie going to have the worst panic attack tomorrow when she wakes up I can't deal.

A week from now I'll be on my way to D.C. For the 8th grade trip. I'm so excited and nervous at the same time

May. 17th, 2017

After thinking something was catastrophically wrong with my new car, it turned out that a rock was lodged in between the heat shield and brake pad and was making that god awful noise. I legit almost cried today thinking something was wrong with it already. I haven't even made my first payment on it yet lmao

Came in second place in my bowling league, came home with 1900. So happy. That's summer money right there.

I just wish I didn't have anxiety. I just feel so anxious at all times and it literally hinders my life.

First off Mayday Parade was incredible and I'm still depressed that it's over. The crowd was way crazier than I expected and dani and I were almost killed but it was so much fun. Second Justin was cheating on Sadie again for like two months and I'm seriously ready to murder him. Now I'm basically babysitting a suicidal Sadie again but it's different this time because I have a full time job I'm working I can't devote my time to babysitting her so she's gonna have to figure out a different way to cope this time because she has work too. And if she ever gets back together with him I'm going to kill them both.

May. 10th, 2017

Well I didn't get that summer teaching job for Wanaque so I legit don't think I'm gonna work. I'm just gonna be a broke tan bitch.